I'm the girl who's not scared of getting hurt, but cries anyways. I laugh when it's obvious I want to cry. I smile when it's obvious I want to die. My friends act as my world, they keep my standing strong so I'm not alone.

Each friend represents a world in us, a world not possibly born until they arrive, and it's only by this meaning that a new world is born. - Anais Nin

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I pride myself on being able to give some fantastic head. Am I the BEST? Certainly not…but I’m damn good. Why?

First off I LOVE it! I mean honestly, can one really give good head if they DON’T like it? I think not. Some would say it’s a submissive act, it certainly can be and I do enjoy that aspect of it. But I don’t always see it as all that submissive, you have an extremely sensitive part of a man’s body between your jaws. The average human (according to Google) can put 120 lbs of pressure into their bite! Who’s submitting to who here? Piss me off and you’ll find out! Grin, grin.

So yes I adore sucking cock. I love everything about it. It’s incredibly intimate, sensual and a lovely treat to give a man.

Now when I give head, if allowed to, I take my time. By allowed to I mean I don’t just get my head grabbed and get face fucked. A quickie or a face fuck can be fun, if that’s what the moment calls for. If it doesn’t, lay back and let me do my thing. I prefer to have him lay down rather than kneel before him. Kneeling I can only go at him from a very limited angle. Lay him down on the floor or a bed, I can crawl over and around him and go at him from EVERY angle.

The first blow job a man gets from me, will not be the best I can give him. I need to be able to perform a time or two to become familiar with him.

I pay attention while about my business down there. I’m listening to the sound and pace of his breathing, to any moan or sigh that may escape him. I’m listening for any and all direction. Please talk to me while I’m down there, tell me what you’re liking, what you’re not, tell me what I can do that I’m not…communication is a major key, as we all know. I’m also watching and feeling for every little twitch he may make, how his hips shift under me, how his testicles crawl and move. Oh, and I’ll be licking and sucking on said testicles as well…they are all part of the deal. I’ll run my hand up and over his chest, for his pleasure as well as mine and also to feel the depth of his breath and the speed of his heartbeat.

I don’t like to simply suck and slide up and down his shaft. I want to lick and kiss as well. I can curl my tongue in all sorts of ways. I’ll use my hands to stroke him and play with his balls. My hands will also be crawling all over his body, exploring every inch they can reach…scratching, caressing, tickling. If it’s something he likes I’ll pull on his sack, stretch it out and run my tongue up it. Take a one of his testes into my mouth and roll it with my tongue. Suck and pull it…but not too hard, unless asked to. Drive my head down over him to get my lips right up against his pelvis…I may gag on this one, depending on his size, but I’m going for it regardless. I may gag quick, but I don’t throw up, never have yet anyway. If he’s a man after my own heart he may like to have me use a toy or my fingers in his ass. However if that’s not his thing, that’s fine by me.

One of the other things I love about giving head is the scent! The scent of a man drives me wild! And I’m talking sans cologne or perfume of any type. The scent is strong and overwhelming down there. It’s something I can’t seem to get enough of! Now when giving head…believe me or not, I’ve found the scent shifts ever so slightly when I man is about to cum. I could be wrong about this, it may all just be in my head. But in my experience I’ve found it to be true, the shift will occur shortly before the testes pull up close to his body signaling the eminent orgasm. If I’m feeling like keeping him on the edge when I sense that shift I’ll ease up and slow down…if not that’s when I’ll GO for it, sucking hard, my tongue dancing, taking him deep, grabbing his ass and driving him into me! At this point if he want’s to drive me WILD, all he need do is utter my name…I melt for that.

I won’t let up while he cums, my lips will remain wrapped tight, feeling every pulse as he ejaculates. I won’t lose a drop, I promise. Unless you want that final shot to go someplace else though. I can think of a few places I wouldn’t mind it going.

There are some who will only perform if they get the same in return…now I’d be a damn liar if I said I didn’t like getting the same in return. However this is not a requirement to get me to go down town. All I ever ask as payment is a single long sweet kiss after I’ve swallowed the last drop.

I’m sure there are some who will read this and say, “Duh! Everyone knows that!” and still others who may say, “Who cares.” As well as a lot of other negative things, but such is life.

So that’s just a little peak into one of my favorite kinks. If I think of more I may come back and edit this, but for now this is it.

Any thoughts?